Evaluation
Following our performance, i was overwhelmed by the outcome and the amounts of support i was receiving especially as i felt very unrehearsed but the support gave me more adrenaline to fight for what i want, and to give out a successful performance. Overall i thought my performance on stage was more than i expected , i turned my nerves into excitement before i went on stage to manipulate my mind in thinking differently as i was extremely scared, i thought that from the from the first to the end song there was masses of improvement in the first song i was just warming to the idea of being on stage although by the end i was giving my all , my energy was feisty and power was more extreme. I thought that there were a few errors that could possibly be improved coming back in September and throughout my music performance. My biggest regret on stage was that i did not ‘ involve the audience’ which is something i planned to do in my proposal, i also didn't have enough set time to work out a dance routine although in the end it turned out better than expected performance wise as i improvised my dance moves.
If i was to redo the performance a second time i would change, the harmonies and make them more solid, i was very disappointed by laurens performance especially with her efforts within the final performance and the courage she had towards it and enthusiasm as well as rehearsal structure, i felt as if she rang over my riffs during ‘ aint nobody love’ which confused me although i managed to pick myself up which made me proud, i am very devastated about the harmonies in my original as they came in at the wrong points as well. Although as for the guitar playing i was very impressed because we had originally started of with izak as a guitarist which then changed to Oskar and then Keith who is in fact on the vocal course but volunteered to help us , because he knew my structure more of by heart and i was joyful, that he gave us a good start and very thankful to him as he had little time to do so. If i was to change my performance, i would redo my riff, as it was very wobbly, i would also redo the run up to the riff because i ended up with volume levels being very different from the first ‘ hey’ to the end one which also put my riff at fault as well as another singer singing it.
Secondly if i was to change something else, i would take a risk with my orignal more instead of keeping it safe just because of little rehearsal i would take risks myself whether guitar followed or not, just so it would add more dynamically . I was also unhappy with some of my Bvs in lauren's song the one that stood out to me the most was ‘ i got issues you got them too’ which is when i was using counter melody although i realised this came in to early , and should of come in on the third line but one thing i would say positively about it was learning from mistakes and carrying on instead of letting it bring me down or the performance.
I felt that the communication between me and my band mates was intolerable and they didn't take it as seriously as i did therefore, i feel as if going solo may have had a better outcome for me personally especially as i learned about the loop pedal during it , i feel i should of been selfish at this point and thought about myself instead of putting other people first although from this i have learned that being independent is much more suitable for me as a singer and can get me further with what i want to achieve rather than helping people, on the
Following our performance, i was overwhelmed by the outcome and the amounts of support i was receiving especially as i felt very unrehearsed but the support gave me more adrenaline to fight for what i want, and to give out a successful performance. Overall i thought my performance on stage was more than i expected , i turned my nerves into excitement before i went on stage to manipulate my mind in thinking differently as i was extremely scared, i thought that from the from the first to the end song there was masses of improvement in the first song i was just warming to the idea of being on stage although by the end i was giving my all , my energy was feisty and power was more extreme. I thought that there were a few errors that could possibly be improved coming back in September and throughout my music performance. My biggest regret on stage was that i did not ‘ involve the audience’ which is something i planned to do in my proposal, i also didn't have enough set time to work out a dance routine although in the end it turned out better than expected performance wise as i improvised my dance moves.
If i was to redo the performance a second time i would change, the harmonies and make them more solid, i was very disappointed by laurens performance especially with her efforts within the final performance and the courage she had towards it and enthusiasm as well as rehearsal structure, i felt as if she rang over my riffs during ‘ aint nobody love’ which confused me although i managed to pick myself up which made me proud, i am very devastated about the harmonies in my original as they came in at the wrong points as well. Although as for the guitar playing i was very impressed because we had originally started of with izak as a guitarist which then changed to Oskar and then Keith who is in fact on the vocal course but volunteered to help us , because he knew my structure more of by heart and i was joyful, that he gave us a good start and very thankful to him as he had little time to do so. If i was to change my performance, i would redo my riff, as it was very wobbly, i would also redo the run up to the riff because i ended up with volume levels being very different from the first ‘ hey’ to the end one which also put my riff at fault as well as another singer singing it.
Secondly if i was to change something else, i would take a risk with my orignal more instead of keeping it safe just because of little rehearsal i would take risks myself whether guitar followed or not, just so it would add more dynamically . I was also unhappy with some of my Bvs in lauren's song the one that stood out to me the most was ‘ i got issues you got them too’ which is when i was using counter melody although i realised this came in to early , and should of come in on the third line but one thing i would say positively about it was learning from mistakes and carrying on instead of letting it bring me down or the performance.
I felt that the communication between me and my band mates was intolerable and they didn't take it as seriously as i did therefore, i feel as if going solo may have had a better outcome for me personally especially as i learned about the loop pedal during it , i feel i should of been selfish at this point and thought about myself instead of putting other people first although from this i have learned that being independent is much more suitable for me as a singer and can get me further with what i want to achieve rather than helping people, on the
other hand i am glad i helped someone pass their diploma, i just wished they were more
reliable.
Throughout the whole process there was a lot of stress with rehearsal and harmonies and where to sing and not to sing and there was lots of unnecessary tears, i thought after how different it would of been if i went solo and only had myself to worry about. Another pointer i would like to add is that from the proposal to my final performance,i am not complete within myself as i didn't meet my own targets in my proposal which i had been meaning to do for a while right from the start and i thought i was going to be able to have the chance to do so, although from the experience i do hope that in year 2 diploma this is possible , i would of liked to have explored different genres and had i have taken the solo artist route i may have been able to do this more reluctantly .
One more pointer about our overall performance, i thought the relationship over the weeks me and lauren had been having and the ups and downs had been brought onto stage which made the chemistry disruptive and the audience were able to see that, as me and lauren didn't connect throughout the performance at all, but whereas if you compare our performance to other people to were more rehearsed and had a general connection on stage it was a more successful performance than ours.
I also felt , that the technicality and organisation of the tech team wasn't what i expected i felt there would have been more of a proper sound check / line check because i couldn't hear what i needed to hear half the time at which point i was already used to hearing to much of something and just let the show begin
Next time i have a similar performance, i will make sure i think about myself before others to be selfish first so that i can get the best in myself and get a better grade than i target myself to get , and i also need to know who is the most reliable, and use people who are interested in the same kind of music as me and my kind of set lists as well as my own music, i will also make sure i am more prepared myself and make sure i don't forget about my diary i create myself and to stick to it,
Throughout the whole process there was a lot of stress with rehearsal and harmonies and where to sing and not to sing and there was lots of unnecessary tears, i thought after how different it would of been if i went solo and only had myself to worry about. Another pointer i would like to add is that from the proposal to my final performance,i am not complete within myself as i didn't meet my own targets in my proposal which i had been meaning to do for a while right from the start and i thought i was going to be able to have the chance to do so, although from the experience i do hope that in year 2 diploma this is possible , i would of liked to have explored different genres and had i have taken the solo artist route i may have been able to do this more reluctantly .
One more pointer about our overall performance, i thought the relationship over the weeks me and lauren had been having and the ups and downs had been brought onto stage which made the chemistry disruptive and the audience were able to see that, as me and lauren didn't connect throughout the performance at all, but whereas if you compare our performance to other people to were more rehearsed and had a general connection on stage it was a more successful performance than ours.
I also felt , that the technicality and organisation of the tech team wasn't what i expected i felt there would have been more of a proper sound check / line check because i couldn't hear what i needed to hear half the time at which point i was already used to hearing to much of something and just let the show begin
Next time i have a similar performance, i will make sure i think about myself before others to be selfish first so that i can get the best in myself and get a better grade than i target myself to get , and i also need to know who is the most reliable, and use people who are interested in the same kind of music as me and my kind of set lists as well as my own music, i will also make sure i am more prepared myself and make sure i don't forget about my diary i create myself and to stick to it,
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